Today is the day,to speak up

and take back your stand.
You need to push the tables back on their laps,

and throw the ball back into their court,with your words.

Let your words 
shine in their face 

like a mirror.

I know I haven’t been a part of this family for a long time.

But I’ve been in long enough, to see the love you guys have for each other despite your major differences .

And since you guys have been family your whole lives,you obviously know that nobody’s perfect no matter what they say. 
You also have more family memories good and bad. 

So now your telling me that you are willing to throw it all way, over some disagreement that was said out of anger and frustration.

Your family, so you need to reflect on today and not the past which can never be changed no matter how you look at it. 

So build towards the future and don’t let your last family memory be over a disagreement.
Always remember, the only winner in the argument is the actual argument itself.

I’m no longer your nigger,

 so find yourself another sucker.

I’ve listened to the nigger word 
fall effortlessly from your big mouth for way to long.

So now  it’s my turn to speak.

Don’t worry,

 I won’t have to stoop

 to your miserable level of ignorance, 

to get my point across. 

I will just place your face in the mirror so your own words would be against you

and to expose your true colors.

And I just think its sad that you live blindly by pride and ignorance
and by doing this,your life passes you by. 

So now your stuck asking,
where did time go 

and where is everybody?

So guess what,
your pride

 has now become your true 

and only loyal friend. 

So good luck with that.

Sincerely,

Your former nigger

When confronted with fear,
we’re sometimes to scared
of being afraid and not realizing,
that being afraid,
isn’t a sign of weakness,
but of courage.
What we need to do
is look past the mirror in our lives,
and move forward.
Realizing that life’s problems,
never takes breaks
and will always be waiting.
So we have to face them,
in order to overcome them.

Having a bully,
is like having painful thorns in my sides.

And with every hate filled word
spoken into my face,
feels like needles to the eyes.

But don’t mistaken my silence
for weakness,because in the end,
I’m the one with more strength to fight
and never forget,
I will always have last word.

The moment we first met,
was the day I realized
I couldn’t breathe without you.
This was also the day
my heart finally leaned to dance,
because before you,my heart was without rhythm.